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whenever people view me on facebook
my profile is frequently mistook.
my relationship status is oft misconstrued
people without AP history haven't a clue -
i've been in a three-year relationship with notecards...
and yes, "it's complicated."

rotary installation was hecka fun :)

more pins! + DELICIOUS food. and funny people (even sick wesley) haha. and heidi randomly laughing omg.

this year went by really really fast.

where i'm not really doing anything...no cty, no ohs, no GATE, the cruise in july but that's so far away...

and in a way, it's nice, because i can just kick back and relax and not worry about anything so much; i can read read read read read and play piano and watch dramas and basically do everything that i put off for studying during the school year. but it's weird because it also seems like everyone is doing something. internships, jobs, classes, volunteer work. it kind of makes me feel useless by comparison...like i should be doing as well. i guess it's okay. i'll find a way to do something useful. i hope.

ACHOO. i just forgot what i was about to say....OH! i finished how to read literature... it was alright. kind of interesting how he thinks that every story is just a different take on the big picture, whatever that may be. wish he would name-drop a bigger variety of stories, though. :/

tiff's party was fun! i have a vague idea of how to play mahjong now lolll. didn't go into the bouncehouse...but that's okay!

wow i'm on like, a public entry roll. i guess summer vacation makes me less secretive, too. HAH.

i guess, is what i wish for.

if i didn't do better on SATs this time around, i don't know what i'll do. but enough of that. no use worrying about things that can't be changed. except for asshole kid sitting next to me with his prep book reading sneakiness.

weird things happen to me. kelia's brother conversation, the bart ride back from the doctor, now the cheating kid. oh well. it makes for good stories (saving it for another entry)

yay june for being the awesome birthday month :) :) i'm so excited for EVERYTHING. book sales, great america with CTY buddies, fun fun fun.

after looking at google images, ben stiller does not much look like tim geithner. but it was funny imagining the parallel.

it's so weird watching people get college counselors and watching my parents worry if they're doing right by me, talking about the pros of SAT classes and silly things. i wish my parents wouldn't have to compare themselves and fuel the whole college/test-prep industry. i don't want to package myself into something i'm not. i'll do my best with what i have, thanks.

i don't know who i want to be, but i'm not going to lose who i am in the process of going for it.