FRIENDS ONLY.
ish.
go ahead.
i dare you.

DISCLAIMER: the public posts in this journal are not a completely accurate representation of what i actually write here. private entries are private, ne?

so i'm fixing up the paint samples so i can cut them up when i have time and you know how they all have cheesy names liek "steel wool" or "cranberry sauce" or "rubber ducky" or "firetruck red"

WELL. so this one is BLACK. like BLACK BLACK. i was like, seriously please let the name of this be black PLEASE.

NOPE. MIDNIGHT BLACK.

facepalm

yesterday's WAC lecture was fascinating as usual. i liked the variation in experience of the three women - one older, very blunt and realistic about the harshness of the field, the young one super idealistic. it was really amazing, what they've done, and inspiring (international project? :O)

and then yesterday. THE FOOD was awesome. jessica and christine were going CRAZY and we were all laughing so hard. so then i wake up this morning, bloated AND stomach crampy. note to self: never overeat right before you start surfing.

number of times i've been to WAC: 2
number of speakers seen: 4
number of people whose lives need to change: too many

number of times i've played washington post today: 3

as for college essays, i really need to get cracking. darn cramps are making me not feel like doing ANYTHING, though. wait... i have an idea.

to do tonight: essays. burn through gov notes. tape over paint samples. glance at math hw.

too bad this is too long. cutting it detracts.

The heart has its reasons, which reason does not know. We feel it in a thousand things. It is the heart which experiences God, and not the reason. This, then, is faith: God felt by the heart, not by the reason. -Pascal

"Saying 'I notice you're a nerd' is like saying, 'Hey, I notice that you'd rather be intelligent than be stupid, that you'd rather be thoughtful than be vapid, that you believe that there are things that matter more than the arrest record of Lindsay Lohan. Why is that?' In fact, it seems to me that most contemporary insults are pretty lame. Even 'lame' is kind of lame. Saying 'You're lame' is like saying 'You walk with a limp.' Yeah, whatever, so does 50 Cent, and he's done all right for himself."
- john green